Nigel and Daryl just found out that i dont know Delvin and they're like,

stupified?


Nigel went something like: "YOU DONT KNOW DELVIN? YOU FORGOT HIM?"

me: "huh?"

haha. i never knew Delvin. Nigel describes him as a "short" and "cute" guy.

apparantly, daryl's shocked too.

I'm back, roll out the carpets says: you. forgot. delvin?
I'm back, roll out the carpets says: wow.
I'm back, roll out the carpets says: nigel is shocked that you dont know him.
I'm back, roll out the carpets says:
«pinkgeek™» If you take a life do you know what you give? says: SHE DOESNT?
know him. that is.

Since when did i know delvin? -.-

those 2 guys were really hilarious haha.


ANYWAY. we had band today!

had main band then sectionals.

was supposed to meet jasmine in school at 12.25 to look for jobs together! but in the end we were both late. -.- so in the end, me, vera, sabrina, jasmine, nutcase and hui juan were calling some ads up before band. we're going for job interviews this saturday! (:

i shall go off now. there's band tmr at 8. 45 and we're going to thai noodle house for lunch! (:

One. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
Two. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
Four. Post them on Blogger and let people guess which the five false ones are!

1. I'm not very close to my sisters. I'm closer to my friends.
2. I feel damn hot when i sleep at night.
3. I dont sleep in pyjamas.
4. I sleepwalk.
5. I’ve been wearing braces since primary 3.
6. I love lazing around.
7. I've run away from home.
8. I’m shy around the opposite sex.
9. I've never been in a relationship.
10. I'm a blog-stalker.
11. Sometimes i just love being kiddy.
12. I can stand myself not bathing.
13. I hate being in the limelight.
14. I hate being transparent.
15. I fell asleep on a guy’s lap before.
16. I dont like the way i live my life right now.
17. I have 137 contacts on MSN.
18. I used to think money is everything.
19. I've ponned tuition to go out with my friends.
20. I've never ponned band.


there! im off.

i just realised that i can only be THAT HIGH and CRAZY when im with JASMINE TAN.

like seriously. it's PURE MAD-NESS when im with jasmine tan. the both of us can just sit down on a bench and laugh ourselves silly like nobody's business. being with her is like reliving my inner child- i can scream and shout and laugh and pout and be stubborn and nobody will care. but after the all that, i still learn something in the end. (:

woah jasmine. zhen1 pei4 fu2 le4 ni3. haha.

even being with crazy and forever high people like eugene and clara lu, or being with senile and silly people like sok and liuyi can never get me this high. i dont know why. and it's not because they're not crazy or funny enough. i just find things super lame with them and i just wont be able to be high. :/ jasmine's SUPER LAME but she's those very funny loser lame and her actions are so amusing that lame can become entertaining. haha.

and benjamine chai NOT being his AMUSING SELF is not helping. qoutes sok: "my life is lacking ENTERTAINMENT." like you know. huo2 zhe4 mei2 you3 yi4 yi4. ):

and sometimes i just cant stand my family. it's like they have absolute NO SENSE OF HUMOUR. like ZERO. GOSONG. you know. the things that they laugh at are like maybe they hear me sleeptalk. then they go: "haha so funny." the end. but I DONT SLEEPTALK. and they just dont laugh at jokes lah. it's like super rare to hear laughter at home.

quotes jasmine: "whatEVER happened to your sense of humour?!!?"

that's probably why i cant talk to my family about my own troubles. like even HUMOUR dont go in the same frequency. can solving a problem by in the same frequency? i dont think so.

but yet. for the past 2 months, i go online with the same problem bugging me. i see alot of contacts online, but i just dont bother to start a conversation with them and like you know, talk to them about my problems. cause the people whom i really can and really want to talk to cant really talk to me and the people who are available arent really people whom i talk to at the same "frequencies" so they probably wont feel and think the same as me.

it's really sad, knowing that i know so many people but not alot of them are people whom im really really close to. and sometimes being friends have it's own limits. some people whom i used to be very close to, dont seem to be as close anymore. we dont talk much over msn, and we hardly ever meet. it feels like we've becomes complete strangers again. and it's just really sad, cause it really feels like you've lost a friend, knowing that you have had the chance to be close friends but yet we just let the chance to slip by.






rawwrrr i dunno why im saying all these touchy things but ya. i just feel that way.



ANYWAY.

today has been tiring day!

had band today and i was down with VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BAD FLU! ): was late because of FAMILY MATTERS. hoho. jasmine knows why. (:

ms chong took us and ran through jericho! i must say jericho's a great piece. even though it's not as MOTIVATIONAL as persis but yes, it a great fun to play! jasmine and i nearly went crazy playing it cause it was like damn fast and i kept going: "ahhh so exciting! :D "

then after that mr lee took little fugueand halfway throughms chong came in and told us: "the VP as you'all to go down and eat the food. so quick go down now!" it turned out that they had this convention downstairs with a big buffet and lots of food and they couldnt finish the food so ya, we were "invited" . then the whole band just stopped playing and when downstairs lah! MADNESS PLEASE. and jasmine went mad and started dragging me downstairs.

so our lunch break started but then jasmine and i decided to go thai noodle house to get really proper food and mellissa came along. then we saw trumpets who were going poolside cafe and jasmine was like: "eh I WANNA GO POOLSIDE CAFE! save time, money and ENERGY. :D"
so we went there. the portions were like very big and jasmine conveniently donated like HALF of her chicket cullet to me lah. not that i touched it anyway.

after lunch went back for sectionals. from 1-2 we practiced bass stuff and then the 3 of us: me, jasmine and jacey, decided to have a water break and we filed out of the classroom and queued up at the water cooler to have a water parade. HAHA. damn funny can! cause we looked like 3 pathetic losers loitering around the stupid water cooler taking turns to have a sip of water you know. hurhur.

after sectionals, band ended and the 2 of us had one and a half hour to waste before our bass lesson. so we walked from school to coro to get sushi and then to 7 eleven to get my cup noodles and back to wattern drive. walked okay. like WALKED. you know. EXERCISE. (:

and jasmine said we looked like 2 pathetic souls loitering around the streets cause she thought it was damn loser for me to WALK and EAT my cup noodles. like HURHUR no lorh.

spent bass lessons on JERICHO hohum. and no more bass lessons for the year!

that concludes today. (:

tmr is a brand new day.

but no, im not going out with jasmine and hui juan anymore cause JASMINE WANTS TO GO OUT WITH HER MUM and i dunno what happened to hui juan. ):

JASMINE! let's go find a strainous job. like you know, one that can train our muscles. then we can play the bass better and being able to the lift the bass with like ONE HAND. (:

actually that's madness lah. only ms chong can do it. -.-






tag replies:

han sheng: BUT HORNS VERY COOL! they always use the HORN to represent band lah! like you see WASBE also has a horn to represent it!

tianhui: haha! you think i PURPOSELY want to forget my own birthday one isit! (: and ohhhh how to be excited? like this? -GASPS AND GASPS SOMEMORE.- haha.

ding: thankyou!

eening: thankyou! which band thing are you going for? hc's? cause there's alot alot ALOT of band concerts coming up this month!

shihui: thanks!

sok: thanks!

kexin: haiyo! dont be so blur! haha! by the time you thought it was my birthday, it's TIANHUI'S!

nicole: hello! how did you get here!

my name: eh. who are you?


BYE!

many thanks to those who wished me happy birthday today. (: namely:

-tianhui
-jasmine poon
-han sheng
-eugene
-valerie
-sok khoong
-ding jie
-elissa
-eening
-shihui

in that order. (:

by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELISSA. who has the same birthday as me. (:

not much of a celebration going on. just slacking around at home listening to my mum quarelling with HER mum (my grandma) and doing jason's homework.

celebration huh.

there's band at 8.45 tmr! oh man. and it's tianhui's and yihui's birthday! (:

i dont wanna wake up. but look on the bright side! it's a brand new day with the craziness of jasmine tan and the nervousness for bass lessons.

boohoo. BASS. im like. so dead.

i wanna go out with jasmine and hui juan! are we still going?



and then i realised,
that it's not those who are close to you who actually remembers a day like this.

it's those who are faraway,
who will always remember this day.




but it doesnt matter.






cause i realised,









im transparent to people.

♥tianhui says (22:15):
hellloooo
;watching the world go by- says (22:15):
?
♥tianhui says (22:15):
happy early birthday!
;watching the world go by- says (22:16):
huh?
;watching the world go by- says (22:16):
oh.
♥tianhui says (22:16):
haha never minddd
;watching the world go by- says (22:16):
OH.
♥tianhui says (22:16):
HAHA
;watching the world go by- says (22:16):
oh man. i forgot leh.
♥tianhui says (22:16):
1 hour plus 45 minutes more only
;watching the world go by- says (22:16):
haha
;watching the world go by- says (22:16):
thanks!
♥tianhui says (22:16):
HUH YOU FORGOT YOUR OWN BIRTHDAY?!!
♥tianhui says (22:16):
hahahaha
;watching the world go by- says (22:16):
yes

waliao eh. not funny kay! in the midst of all these camps and travelling and tuition and stress, i literally forgot my own birthday, forgetting tianhui's along the way.

so.

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TIANHUI AND YIHUI!

though they both probably dont come around here to see this but ya. happy birthday! (:

by the way, did i mention that i was offered a job in australia?

ok that's besides the point.

im back from PSLTC and though it was a 2 day 1 night camp, it was fun! we had sharing sessions from SJI PSL and RGS PSL and lectures on habitudes and proposal writing in the morning, games in the afternoon and night trail at night. then it's morning run with the lecture on service learning the next morning.

the lectures and sharing sessions were very meaningful and fruitful. learnt alot from the sharing sessions and habitudes. found out that SJI and RGS both have very organised and strong PSL sturctures in their school. and night trail was just fun fun and more fun. though, being the easily scared me, I KEPT SCREAMING AND SCREAMING. no lah. just screamed once when the seniors scared me around the corner on level 2. and the other group screamed when they saw a bird flying in the heritage corner.

hurhur. not funny. -.-

hui shan told us that Victoria school had this night trail where one of the station was at the deserted long jump pit near the woods and their task was to dig the sand out of the pit. like WTH! like digging your own grave lah! then the other station was at this long stretch of wall with all the old pictures of school kids and their task was to count the number of faces in the picture. you count 38 faces. the stations ICs say: "38?!?!?! we only count 37 leh."

hohum.

the lecture on habitudes was really meaningful. learnt alot about being a leader and character building. (:

and did you know, that one of the problems that SJI PSLs face when holding the sec 1 oreintation camp is-



SHOWERING?




qoutes the SJI PSF "cause erm, the SJI toilet is a open concept. and the people that you shower with are people that you know only for 1 or 2 weeks. how do you know that when you're showering.... nothing will happen? ERHEM. oops sorry. LET ME REPHRASE. the boys just dont feel comfortable showering in an open concept area with people that they only know for 1 or 2 weeks. ya. "

HAHA. SO FUNNY. ahem.

went for band on friday straight after the breaking of camp. had sectionals and jasmine and i decided to wash my bow cause it was so horrendous.

we filled a cup with hot water, went to the toilet and soaked the strings into the hot water with soap.

actually, the bow came out really clean. but it lost it's bite. ): i still cant bow properly.

talk alot of rubbish with jasmine. she told me some really amusing stuffs that happened at kolkata.

HAHA. oh man. RETARDED. still remember the white dog that walked away sadly and everyone looked at it and thought: "very gay." HAHA.


fell sick yesterday. i dont know what i was down with actually. just knew i had a very bad headache and cold. and my grandma's over for the week so it's really stressful and horrifying.

went for jason's today. surprisingly, there's like NOBODY. cause everyone's overseas since the exams are like over.

i remembered something really funny happened but i cant remember what.

and he changed. i dont really know what happened but he changed alot. maybe it's the sec 4 workload. maybe it's the o-level stress. i dont know. all i know is that he changed alot. from someone so open, to someone so quiet and self-conscious. and im not liking it. not one bit.

and JASMINE! jason doesnt emply anyone younger then 18! he says you can go and work for him after your a-levels. he tells you to study hard first. hohum.

went to IMM's fish and co. i didnt know IMM changed alot. from the westmall look to the very classy taka look. hmm. it's nice anyway.

rawrr im bored. nothing exciting's coming up this week except band and maybe the vivocity trip with jasmine and hui juan. urgh. look at the irony. im bothered by boredom. ):

you know what?

i shall tell you what.

i was packing for tmr when i suddenly started laughing.

you know why?






benjamin: do you watch austin powers?

em: no. im not gay.

benjamin: you should watch the 3rd one. damn funny.

em: there's 3? i thought there were only 2.

benjamin: no there's 3. first one is austin powers, second one is dunno what and the third one is-

em: goldmember.

benjamin: ya

em: i have goldmember on my com. it's damn funny.

benjamin: hey! i want! send it to me!

-pause-

em: shit! im gay!

-continues talking about other stuff, then benjamin packs his bag and finds a compass in his bag-

benjamin: ooooh. i have a compass in my bag and i didnt know it! i hope it's still working.

-fiddles with the compass-

benjamin: yup. the needle keeps pointing to the north-east.

-filddles somemore-

benjamin: or isit south-east?

: gosh. i thought you're a scout?

benjamin: scouts dont use compass.

em: o.O then what happens if you're long in a forest.

benjamin: you dont need a compass, you just keep walking straight and you'll walk out of the forest! it's simple!

jason: what if your forest is as thick as mine? -hidden meaning here. you wont get the hidden joke. haha!-

benjamin: no matter how thick or thin the forest is, if you walk straight you''ll eventually walk out of the forest!

em: what if you walk into a lion's den?

benjamin: kill it with a parang.

em: ten tigers? dont tell me you can killl them all with one parang.

benjamin: climb the tree lah! tigers cant climb trees what.

me: -stares- are you sure?

benjamin: well, not as fast as me anyway.

me: do you know how fast a tiger can climb a tree?

benjamin: erm. 3.5 seconds?

em: and i bet 3.5 seconds later you'll still be preparing to climb the tree.

benjamin: true, but scouts can climb trees ok. we're trained in that.

em: my school scouts dont climb trees.

benjamin they do. your school had a scout competition for 2 weeks recently. and one of them was climbing trees.

em: my school doesnt have any trees.

-more boring stuff about RI and TREES.-

benjamin: you know the scarf that we tie around our neck with our uniform? it's a multi-purpose scarf. we use it to climb trees.

em: wow. and you can use it as a parachute too?

benjamin: nooo..... but we can use it as a bandage. then our pants can be use as a stretcher.

em: WOW! so if your friend's injured, you take off your pants and use it as a stretcher for him! what a big sacrifice! -applause-

benjamin: NOOO... you take off your pants, then you take off his pants, then you wear his pants and you use your pants as his stretcher!

em: you'll do more damage to him! what if he has 2 broken legs?

benjamin: then DONT USE THE BLOODY STRETCHER. call 995!

em: and they're supposed to drive into the forest?

benjamin: then call 911!

em: right. they cant find you.

benjamin: do you know there's such things called helicopters with ladders flying around?

em: and your friend with TWO broken legs is supposed to climb the ladder. wow benjamin. great job.

benjamin: -laughs- that's what your HANDS are for!




haha. god. as much as i hate to admit it, i really miss benjamin chai. ):

my sister's playing some very emotional song on the piano. and it's really affecting my mood.

I see yeo kexin's tags on the tagboard.


AWWWW IM SO TOUCHED. (:


im going to miss band tmr and the day after.

actually, on friday, camp breaks at 1.30 p.m. should i still go for band?


rawrrr i havent packed finished for tmr. and jason's bio homework is getting on my nerves. let's face it: I DONT UNDERSTAND. nvm about that. what's more urgent is actually packing for the camp.

and seeing the 4 top listed things on my "to-do" list there on the right is really bothering me to nuts. i mean, i havent really started on commenwealth essay and i havent really have an idea for where to work. HMM.

and BASS IS BOTHERING ME. like wth! i suck. i cant even get my intonation correctly when i have a music background. and it's PIANO. like piano will go out of tune one meh? there's no reason that i shouldnt be able hear in tune! SHEEESH.

im praying hard that i can go out with jasmine and hui juan next wednesday. we're planning to go vivocity then drop by bugis to get stuffs. hmm.

but AWWW. JASMINE! I DONT WANT TO GO ALREADY LAH. hui juan say later i go and 破坏你们两个人的二人世界!!!! eeeyur. i dont want to go already. HAHA.

oh crap. i forgot to photocopy scores. got to go photocopy afterwards.

sidetrack//:

god. someone just told me she cant find her hongzi in her house.

i mean like QUESTION MARK? it's only one month after the school ended and you lost your hongzi? HAHA. LOUSY.

haiyo. go find lah. you probably stuffed it in your sister's cupboard or somewhere else thinking it was junk.

someone: oh YA HOR. hmmm.

//sidetrack

ok. i realised i havent really been talking to anyone over msn since the end of school. like you know, talk about eveything under the sky other then homework. i mean, talk about anti-sociable! i think i really need a time out.

im off to pack for tmr now. BYE.

UNO! DOS! TRES! and POOF. im gone.

edit//:

i just remembered this amusing stuff that jasmine told me today.



girl stares at ahbeng.

ahbeng: OOI. what are YOU looking at?

girl: im looking at THE HAZE.

haha! (:

//edit




band with jasmine today was FUNNNN! (:

there's never a boring moment with JASMINE TAN: you never know what might happen next. (:


anyway, we played abba gold, PIRATES DREAMS, JERICHO and some other interesting songs today! (: yay jericho and pirates are nice.

had lunch at coro's cosy corner today. then went back to school and talk about teachers.

you know. TEACHERS.

cause some good teachers like:

and some important people like :

are leaving! ):

it's such a pity cause THESE PEOPLE ARE VERY NICE! especially madam mak, ms koh, gary tang and mr ellis! ):

and jasmine told me something super comical:

they were at a hospital taking turns to collect malaria pills, and jasmine was the one calling out the people's names. then she called: "IRENE TAN!"'

no one came.

"IRENE TAN!"

still nobody answered.

she called for very long, but nobody came to get the malaria pills. then she thought maybe this "IRENE TAN" person was like you know, a fellow sec 3, so she called:

"IRENE! IRENE!"

and someone came to retrive the pills...

this person.

HAHA! jasmine felt super embarrassed about the whole thing even though she thinks that mrs tan didnt hear her. hmm.

went to bukit panjang plaza after band with jasmine. felt like 2 retards running in the rain haha.

digress//

HEY I WANNA GO WATCH STEP UP!

who wants to go watch with me?

//end digress.

but anyway, there's still the psgl camp coming up, (and i havent packed.) so i've got to get busy. ):

Fill in ever question and don't post w/o filling in every blank with at least a word.

1.Never in my life have I: killed someone?

2. The last person I kissed was: i never kissed. -.-

3. The one person who can drive me nuts, but then can always manage to make me smile: YEO KEXIN! (:

4. The high school I go to is: nanyang girls' high

5. When I'm nervous : i tense up.

6. The last time I cried was: last night.

7. My hair: long and wiry. ):

8. When I was 5, I: cant remember.

9. My Christmas last year: was horrible.

10. When I turn my head to my right, I see: a calendar and my handphone

11. I should be: packing for psgl camp and studying bio. oh crap. BIO! ):

12. When I look down I see: er. the keyboard?

13. The craziest recent event was: define crazy. seriously, ANYTHING can be considered crazy.

14. By this time next year: im probably still studying bio and chem? -.-

15. I love: YOU! hoho.

16. I have a hard time understanding: you, why you so confusing!

17. One time at a family gathering: BENJAMIN thought that i was GARY'S girlfriend. -.-

18. You know I like you if: er, tell me?

19. Take my advice: on second thoughts, DONT. im reckless.

20. My ideal breakfast is: a breakfast with you?

21. If you visit the place I grew up: what can happen?

22. Soon I plan on visiting: VIVOCITY! or THE BEACH! (: or maybe bugis.

23. If you spend the night at my house: BEWARE! of my sisters. (:

24. The world could do without: aiyah. you lah.

25. The most recent thing I bought: a pair of earrings.

26. My favourite brunette is: huh? why you ask me?

27. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: reality check: WHAT OTHER ANIMALS FLY? COWS? PIGS? go check your glasses.

28. Last night I: cried myself to sleep. =x. again.

29. My birthday is on: 27th november. WHICH IS COMING! (:

30. Tomorrow I am: GOING TO FINISH JASON'S STACK OF BIO WORKSHEET. (:

Nine last

9. last place you were: bukit panjang plaza. with JASMINE TAN. (:

8. last cigarette: eewww.

7. last beverage: er. water.

6. last movie watched: the french movie: those happy days on the plane yesterday! (:

5. last phone call: to my dad.

4. last song played: er. was it pirates dreams?

3. last bubble bath: never had one.

2. last time you cried: told you how many times already? LAST NIGHT.

1. last time you got scolded: just?

Eight, Have you ever.

8. have you ever dated someone twice: no? and will never.

7. have you ever been cheated on: NO.

6. have you ever kissed someone you shouldn't: duh? NO!

5. have you ever kissed someone you regret: i told you, I NEVER KISSED.

4. have you ever fallen in love: not really. HMM. :/

3. have you ever lost someone: yes.

2. have you ever been depressed: YES DUH. tell me who in nanyang hasnt been depressed?

Six People you can tell pretty much anything to.

1. JASMINE TAN!

2. liuyi!

3. kexin!

4. actually 3 is enough. i dont really show much of myself to others. :/

Three Favorite colors.

haiyo anything lah.

Two things you want to do before you die.

i've got more than that! I WANNA

-learn PERCUSSION!

-learn how to play the HORN!

-learn how to play the SAXOPHONE!

-learn DANCE! or yoga or pilates. (:

-to be friends with a GAY! -to have a guy who's someone i'll not marry to be my bestie. (:

-to have someone whom i can run crying to.

-to have split personalities

-to contribute to the less unfortunate on a big scale.

-to be able to openup to others. ):

-to do something outrageous. (:

YAY. finished. im done and out of here.

and suddenly, SUICIDE doesnt seem like a bad idea.

short post:

hi im back from australia.

it turns out that we were actually going to gold coast (cause i had no idea which part of australia we were going to at first.) and we spent 3 whole days on the 3 big themeparks there and the last day out at sea. guess i didnt really enjoyed much since sea world and dreamworld wasnt really that fun and movie world was just ok. however, THE BEACH WAS BEAUTIFUL! and i've found new friends (actually two). one girl from keming primary and her brother from fuhua sec. the bro is sec 1 and HE LOOKS LIKE HAN SHENG. god. if you crop his hair up abit, and rearrange his specs, HE LOOKS LIKE HAN SHENG.

ok anyway, the trip was tiring.

now, since we're back in singapore,


IM GOING TO SLEEP AND SLEEP AND SLEEP (:

home sweet home. who would ever believed that i came back from gold coast with a new tan, very bad eyebags and a bloody scatched nose. ):



THERE'S BAND TMR!

and sad to say, after tmr's band prac, i'll be missing the week's band prac due to psgl camp.

and now, i've got to pack for my PSGL camp. RAWRR.



tianhui actually smsed me to on thursday to tell me that im in 312 next year, and i got a shock. cause the last class for sec 3s is like 315? but after clarifying stuffs with her, i managed to think through again,

and somehow, deep down inside, i realised im not really looking forward to next year at all.

and it finally hit me, that 207 is not there anymore.

i wont be going to class, expecting to see the same old faces greet me, but instead, there'll be new ones.

and im worried.









dont come running to me cause i cant handle my own things myself.
my life's pretty messed up and i guess you can tell.

yet,

whatever happened to the strong-willed girl everybody around me used to know?

edited my blogskin. (:

before i forget:

JASMINE TAN! if you're reading this, GO CHECK YOUR EMAIL FOR MY EMAIL! (:

yay.

today i had band.

was late for punishments, so i didnt get to run at all. ): still have 11 rounds to go. :/

had lunch with kexin and yixin! i was like "GO CORO!" then yixin was like "GO KAP!" kexin was like "IM NEUTRAL! BUT SINCE YIXIN'S MY SECTION MATE, LET'S GO KAP!" -.- but in the in we still went coro cause i managed to persuade them. (: SEE IM SO PERSUASIVE. (:

went coro. which turned out to be crowded ERHEM. cause apart from the band (at least 20 people, ) npcc and trackers were there too. hoho. went golden rooster to order then sat at the stairs to eat. then kexin and i started reminiscing that past where we had all the seniors to look up to. but for the last week, we've been on ourselves. then kexin kept thinking about YAN ZHEN. gosh. she's like obsessed with her. haha. (:

then we took 157 back to school. and when we were about to alight at the stop, we saw YAN ZHEN about to board the bus.

kexin: OMG SIEWYING. IT'S HER!

me: huh? who? -sees yan zhen- OH. OH MY TIAN.

kexin: QUICK QUICK GET OFF THE BUS!!!

me: huh? why?

-the front doors open, but the back doors, where we had to get off from, remained close.-

kexin: eh? why like that. UNCLE!

me: -presses doorbell again, while yan zhen boards the bus.-

-yan zhen sees kexin-

yan zhen: *GASPS* and *GASPS SOMEMORE*

kexin: *GASPS* and *GASPS SOMEMORE*

kexin: -pulls my sleeve- quick quick!

-gets off the bus and looks back inside-

kexin: -innocently waves- HI! :D

waliao eh. damn comical can! like why yan zhen gasps so loud, then kexin also gasps so loud. O.O

then while walking back to school, kexin went hysterical, repeating: "oh my god! I SAW YAN ZHEN! I CANT BELIEVE I SAW YAN ZHEN. siewying! did i really see yan zhen? oh my im going to cry!!!!"

O.O ooo....kayyy..... scary...

that whole scene just reminded me of the old times when we were still sec 1s, and zuojin, yumin, vivian and the others were here. their batch was really pro. but now, look at us. what are we?

ms chong took jericho in the afternoon. my tone and intonation sucks. need to prac shifting more. and PLUCKING!!!! omg my fingers are dead please. pluck damn hard with all the blisters and ms chong just kept saying "play louder! play louder!"

JASMINE! COME BACK AND PLAY LOUDER! haha.

yay i finally decided that jericho is nice, except for the battle of the jericho part. we just cant imitate the image of the battle. :/ the battle doesnt sound fierce enough. but oh the beginning!!!! the beginning is so mysterious and nice!!! KEXIN I WANT THE RECORDING! (:

went for bass lessons after band. was quite ok just that she said what i expected. my intonation sucks. and scales were horrible. rawrr.

random fact: I MISS PERSIS. ):

like seriously, without the seniors, persis isnt persis, and 7th night isnt 7th night. ):


things i have to do TMR:
-sms ms yeo about BASS LESSONS!!!!!
-pack for australia.
-settle SMP stuff

things i have to do when i get back:
-copy jason's bio notes chapter 1, 2, 3
-finish jason's bio worksheet.
-revise JOINT VARIATION
-review PSGL camp
-prac SCALES (D MAJOR, D MINOR, APPEGIOS, E FLAT MAJOR, E FLAT MINOR.) for bass
-check hand shape for bass. (right-angle, shifting)
-REMEMBER 6TH AND 5TH HARMONICS.
-INTONATION!!!!!
-check with jasmine about tone
-check with jasmine about BOWING on JERICHO.

ok. im off to finish my 1000 piece of jig-saw puzzle. (:

i finally have acess to blogger.

hohum.

but anyhow, im going to keep my xanga account for furthur usage.

you know. (;


i've managed to locate someone today! (: yayness.

and yes! i STILL need a job. any reccomendations?



koped from sabrina's blog:


type your reactions.

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
WHY YOU ALWAYS ASK STUPID QUESTIONS?

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU!
hmm. that's like, VERY LATE.

LEAVE HIM ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME.
wow. you have a big ego.

COME ON. SMILE. YOURE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT.
oh no no. im always cute. (:

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO!
see how lorh. you nice to me or not?

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
awww! (:

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
do i look like i know?

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
sure! why not?

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
no i didnt. now i know.

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU!
er. wow?

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU!
awwww! (this reminds me of JASMINE TAN. (: )

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST ARENT HIM/HER.
duh? im SIEWYING.

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
why would you want to know?

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
ok...

MAY I ESCORT YOU?
do i need an escort?

YOU STILL LOVE HIM TILL NOW.
ya, and it's none of your business.

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I WANTED.
ooo....kaayy. why does that sound so familiar?

WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES?
never! they will always be MINE. (:



god. i miss JASMINE TAN. ): and when she comes back from kolkata, i'll be in australia. ):

and i seriously miss the wackiness of LEE LIUYI. ):

rawwrrr. im seriously bored at home. i wanna go to the beach and chill! (:

and is 207 is going for a class outing?


i shall turn in now. there's band tmr at 8.15 and we're having rounds and drills for punishment. and god i still have 11 rounds around to level to go. ):

and OH NO. there's bass lessons tmr!!!



someone ask me out! ):

things i want to do before i DIE:
-learn PERCUSSION!
-learn how to play the HORN!
-learn how to play the SAXOPHONE!
-learn DANCE!
-to be friends with a GAY! (sorry liuyi. too irresistable. =x)
-to have a guy who's someone i'll not marry to be my bestie. (:
-to have someone whom i'll run crying to.
-to have split personalities (which is what i have now? :/）
-to contribute to the less unfortunate on a big scale.
-to be able to be open. ):
-to do something outrageous. (:


rahhh this is crap. im tired. ):　shall finish studying variations and do jason's homework tomorrow. im going to bed.


everything just feels surreal.
am i falling for you?



BYE! (:

As the first half of 207 took one last bow of the night and walked off stage as the lights dimmed,









we knew our 6 months of hard work did not go to waste. (:

speech failed me as we all ran out of the auditorium. i just kept hugging people and hugging people.

i was close to tears.

CLOSE TO.

our last performance and we rocked the house down. tonight, WE OWNED. (: we, TWO OH SEVEN OH SIX, stole the limelight of the night. (:

and our principal said that it was the most exciting night of the week.

207, WE RAWKED. (: it doesnt matter if we werent bonded, or we quarrelled alot.

all it matters now is that we rawked,

and 207 IS LOVE. <3






a VERY BIG THANKS to all who came, and all who wished us all the best. you guys are muchly loved. (:

special thanks to LIUYI, LYNN, PEARLYNNE, SANDY, TABITHA and CHINGYING for all the flowers you gave me and MELANIE for the sweet and some junior (oops i forgot who. =x) for the GREEN APPLE! (: and thanks estella for the postcard! (:


i shall blog details about tonight (if i can remember details) tmr. tmr's going to be a long day.






although 207'06 is not there anymore,
but 207'06 will always be in our hearts.
always.



and why is my vision suddenly so unclear?

been replaying this song over and over again in my head today. and the more i think of it, the sadder and moodier i became.

Today was almost like those typical love stories on televisions, where a guy and i were involved in but sometimes i wished the guy was someone else.

but anyhow, thanks for everything. (:

tonight's performance was as usual. (: haha! 205's one with jacey in it was hilarious. 209's one about the mystery was amusing! the way chewfei rans away. HAHAH. and the other half of 209's entitled sold was nice. but sad. and JANABEL LIE! woah loved her earrings man. so long! and JO LEE! so cute!!!! with the lollipop! (:

it's hard to imagine that about 19 hours from now, we'd be backstage having nervous breakdowns when on stage the actual show really begans. it just scares me to think that after this week, i'd probably not see 207 as a class again.

but anyhow, jiayou to all those performing tmr, or rather, today, since it's 12.01 a.m. now. :/ JIAYOU. and may this night be a sucess. (:

and those coming to watch, I WANT FLOWER! (: HAHA.

im off to get sleep before the long day ahead. BYE!

hello im back. with a new blogskin.

i guess it's quite irritating to SCROOOOLLLLL ALLLLLL THE WAYYYYY DOWN to the bottom just to check out the tagboard, so im trying to change the template. :/

yesterday was ok. BAND WAS FUN. (: had band with mr lee in the morning where jasmine and i were fooling around as usual. talked about some very hilarious stuff, so much so that when we turned to hui juan (who was the subject of the topic at that time,) she was stunned with the looks on our faces. haha! but huijuan! dont take offense cause it was nothing no good or mean. was just talking about how jasmine saw you being all gung-ho and carrying lots of heavy stuffs in krabi, then all so different now back in the band room. (:

talked about paul tan, and HAHA how some stuffs just sound so hilarious. and i realised that jasmine very kiddy! and funny too! she rolled down the stairs by accident from the 9th level to the 8th level when she was young. then she didnt feel any pain and she thought it was very fun, so she rolled down another flight of stairs from the 8th level to the 7th. and when he mum saw her, she was like : "jasmine! what happened to you?"

jasmine: "huh? nothing."

mum: "your head's bleeding!"

jasmine: -looks down at her shirt to find it covered in blood and starts crying- "mum! i rolled the stairs!"

haha! so stupid! STILL LAUGH AT ME LAST TIME WHEN I FELL HUH HUH HUH?

during lunch break went to find mrs koh for report books. results not very satisfactory though. maths and science were my top marks but the others were disappointing. ):

then went for choral night practice. erhum. not very fruitful. just ran through stuffs. :/ sheena and joleen went to help us get lunch from coro. THANKS! then we started eating. went back for band at 1.30.

band with ms chong was ok too. but jasmine left for regional cip. hohum. then we played jericho. :/ weird piece. not easy though, and it's going to be our potential SYF piece! ): boohoo.

and next year's concert is going to be in july. (:

then after band practiced for band lessons. was rubbish. then headed over to watten drive for bass lessons ALONE.

bass lesson was sucky. like forgot everything, all the fingerings and stuff. urgh practice more. then ms yeo asked if i wanted to take bass exams next year AGAIN. how? in august leh! :/

walked back to school, PATRICIA TOOK MY HANDPHONE and i felt super unsafe without it. :/ kept calling then she said she was at macs. waliao. ): then wandered around aimlessly outside the audi and waited for pat and hui juan to appear.

saw ding, ee and sok with 2 other guys i didnt know. like SO WEIRD. :/ then met pat and hui juan and decided to sit with sok and co.

performance was just OKAY. the standard dropped alot from last year ): likr pat said she and hui juan were bored through the whole night. but 204's finale piece was good. 106's si4 ge4 sha3 gua2 was cute too! then after performance went back with sok ding yihui jasmine alderbert and elizabeth.

some stuffs happened at the bus stop. and when i boarded the bus, it wasnt any better. ALDERBERT IS WEIRD. he's the first guy i've met to hit a girl on the back PURPOSELY on the first meeting to comfort her. O.O WEIRD. and scary. hurhur.

ok yesterday's over! i tried uploading the pictures at hui fun's house but blogger wouldnt allow. :/ IM OFF!

S.H.E.
聽袁惟仁彈吉他